What Do You Think?
What do I think?
You really want to know?
I think that life is crap, that people are crap.
I think that I wish I could run away from 95% of the people in my life. That family and friendship and all that is a joke.
I think that having people on your wavelength is rare and valuable.
I think that sometimes I get very tired of people and then tired of life.
I think that there is never any point to telling people what I think. Or how I feel because any time that I have, my thoughts and feelings have always been misunderstood, invalidated or ignored. They have been taken offense to, and used against me.
I think it sucks that I was open and honest, at your request, and you became angered by how I felt and chastised me for it.
I think that tomorrow will be the same as yesterday, because my faith has given me duties that tie me to the source of my problems.
I think that tomorrow I will have to sit and smile my way through a 12 hour shift when I’d rather be under the covers just lost in the dream world.
I think that thinking is pointless.
I think that nothing changes.
I think that this is my test and I think that Allah will reward me for it.
I think that. I don’t know that. Hence it’s all one big cycle.
I think that I have had enough of blogging for today.
That is what I think.